My dear self. I have achieved a level of personal success that I couldn’t ever imagined. However I haven’t achieved career success. It’s been a wonderful journey but at the moment I’m trying to figure out which path in IT should I take. The fact that the journey of being a web developer has ended left me with a feeling of confusion where should I aim as my next goal. I don’t have goals, what I have is a desire to be the best but best at what.

Being an IT Support Engineer is something does not interests me. What I’m interested in is to feel special, by learning skills that are hard to acquire. It’s too difficult to be the best.  The patience it requires is on another level. I must find new reasons for my goals.

First of all I must let go of the success I have already achieved and aim even higher. Being an ethical hacker is the highest achievement for my personal goals. To get there I must eliminate distractions. I must let go of the dream of being an entrepreneur. By saving 30% of my salary I feel abundant.