Some time has passed since I’ve used the backoffice system, and so much has changed. My relationship with my parents is getting better, I believe they have finally understood that I’m a grown up man. However It’s been three years trying to enforce my boundaries with them and it was so draining and exhausting. I feel that the war is over, it’s time to focus on my professional growth now instead of my personal growth. I’ve done a great job with my belief system and have developed a productivity system which helps me to gain speed and momentum in my life and goals.
I haven’t told anyone the importance of what I’ve achieved I believe it’s best to keep the system for my self and wait a little longer before I share my methods with anyone else. I believe I should write an article about time management, to clarify my thoughts and gain insights.
I’m struggling with the belief that I’m a mediocre web developer, but If I can be completely honest with my self I haven’t put my best foot forward. I have deviated from my goal. The reason I have develop this system is to keep myself accountable. The goal setting section contains the solution to my incompetence as a web developer. What I need is more effort and time, so that I can become competent and confident.
Web Development is a profession which is learned through practice and discipline by applying “web development laws”. Once you understand the logic of web development it becomes easier as the time pass with repetition. I’m no longer productive in programming by working from cafe’s. Especially in Weekends, I feel the need to relax.