Lately I’ve been feeling numb, lost with no purpose like, I don’t know who I am or what do I want from my life. I’m waking up without any plans or goals to achieve. My goal was to be a web developer, but I don’t know if I can succeed as a web developer. I’m not used to this normal life, dreaming is what I was all about. I used to believe that I could be a millionaire, and my mindset was so strong, now all I do is to doubt myself.
Since I got out, self doubt conquered me. I need something to dream again, something to believe in something that makes me feel special. Primetel has Linux Servers, I’m working as a junior IT Support Engineer. I believe I can get my hands on Linux Servers. Is it time to focus on that goal and leave web development.
I got what I needed from web development. It’s ok not being a web developer. I’ve achieved my goal, I have developed the system of my dreams.