My dear self, is this what success looks like? I have earned my way to a high salary paying job. What is missing? What am I trying to achieve with all that hard work? Is it time to mature and start thinking about the future. Will I ever get married, will I ever have kids? Have I been brainwashed by millionaires? I believe I have. I do not need a million euros, pounds or dollars. What I need is social life. Friends, activities. Maybe some dreams aren’t meant to be because they are not ours.

I have been placed in Arakapas village, I’m doing the best I can with what I’ve been given in life. The pain I felt when I was a kid is washed away, but I’ve been dealing with a lot my whole life. Now I feel free from all the bullshit.